Had to blog again. I'm feeling confused. Confused about several stuffs, not to mention feeling the tense moments as my exam dates draws on. Tests are coming nonstop still, even though it is 9 days from the closure of school. Projects are no exceptions. Confusion together with fear is definately not a good sign, total lethal combination of feelings. A tiny fear soon would evolve and manifest itself into something terrifying, consuming me and pulling me further into itself. I'm feeling the beat of my heart, but there is a hanging feeling tugging it. Each time it tugs, i'm feeling death and failure lurking near, waiting for the perfect opportunity to catch me unaware, bring me down totally.

Why am I feeling whatever I'm feeling? I never used to feel this afraid for exams before. Maybe it's the reason that Accountings is totally fucked up, or that actually all my subjects are totally fucked up. Can't be, I've been through so many years of non-studying exam terms. Then what is it? Someone, anyone, just please tell me.

Please.
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