Sunday, July 15, 2007
It's like, 1 day I'm full of extreme happiness, and the next day it goes downhill. Irritating you know? This kind of feeling. Like ROARRR. Shall not eleborate on what causes it, doesn't matter anyways. Does it?
Anyhows, my sis went for the Cosplay convention thingy @ downtown East. She wore my gothic shirt and my black boots. Funkaeeeee yah? Silly girl wore purpureeeeeeeee contacts. Haha, looks pretty niffy. Want pictures of the Jap going on? I've got it! I KOPED FROM HER. ROFL. The best part, SHE DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT IT! HAHAHA!!!
Linkin Park was, and is still my song of comfort. Somehow, even though they sort of changed genre of music, and that many people felt that it was a bad move, such that they totally strayed away from what they used to be, it seems to go in progression of my life. Like, how they have been singing past few years were actually a mirror of what has been happening to me. Perhaps, they'll be my companion throughout my growing life. That is, for as long as they last.
Oh wells, somehow, listening to LP get rids of much of the down that I'm feeling. It sucks but yeah, I can't help it right? After all, isn't that part and parcel.
People have been telling me that I'm less negative, such that I sound happier. Perhaps so? Or maybe I'm keeping everything in, only letting it off every now and then. Is that good or bad? Will I die soon? I really hope so. It's not like I want to, but I want to feel what its like not being here, such that I don't have to be irritated like this. Its really horrible to be feelings the extremes of each just 1 day apart. Like, its sometimes too much for one to handle.
Oh well, what's the point anyway. Maybe I should just do what I've been doing. After all, nothing would change right?
PS: Melty<3's b'day on Wed. I'm dying to meet her larhhhs!
Qiqi<3 pls set a date with me and silaopa somewhere on the week of your b'day.
OMG, Just when I was typing about qiqi<3, she logged into msn! ROFL! YEAYS!
BYEEEE! -Heads to msn!
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