rockin da scene

Moving!

2008-12-29T14:37:00.002+08:00

http://breadbits.livejournal.com/

See you there.

Threadless Tees

2008-12-17T14:38:00.003+08:00

My pocket just got lighter by 158bucks. :( but :) cos beedee, her sis and me just went mad in Threadless! Yay, bought 8 tees for 10USD each but shipping killed us X_X 30USD for shipping. Oh wells, but they have really cute graphic tees! So much better than what rubbish graphic tees are sold in Singapore. Another plus point is that you won't see like replicas of your tees walking around in Singapore just cos some cheapass China manufacturer decides to rip and cheap produce em. Lalala~

Beedee and I are watching this really funneh show on cable chnl 55; this married couple and their funny quarrels. Its really difficult to find a show that beedee watches cos she's has high expectations for a show :X and so yay to this show! HK dramas are sooooo much nicer than local ones. The only thing is that I still read the english subtitles of the shows cos I lose the plot if I listen to their cheena talks. :X I can't even write a whole sentence in cheena except for perhaps ni hao ma, or ni chi le ma, etc. Aiyarhhhs, you get the drift.

Christmas coming soon, and our family dinner's on 24th. I wonder why my family celebrates it on 24th cos everyone else I know are celebrating it on the 25th. O_o Oh well, means I've got the 25th off to go find beedee and hide in her room watching L Word. We watched all the movies that we bought off the net already :(, only stupid Komodo vs Cobra. Rubbish show, so much for a 2008 show which uses rubbish CG effect for its monsters.

Ohoh, talking about movies, I want to watch twilight and quarintined! The former is a lovelove thing, but hey, vampires!! Latter is of cos my usual 28days later genre, flesh eating zombie :X Both shows got rated 3/5 stars on 8days so I guess they'll be fine? After all, zombie eating movies don't usually get pass 2/5 stars in 8days. Heh.

My aunt's having a baby! A 10 years lag time /GASP! But it means I get to see little tiny monsters again. I like tiny monsters cos they got little hands and feets, oh so cute! :X Esp when they can only hold 1 of your finger in their tiny paws. /BIG WET GOOGOO EYES But, they get annoying when they reach the age of curosity. Why is the sky so high, why you do this, why you do that, why is this thing like this, why is this thing like that, yadayada~ Kids ask the darnest things. I think I'm not ready for that phrase yet. Once I brought Elizabeth out alone and she pointed to a condom and said, "What is a condom?" I was like, "HMMM, I DON'T TELL YOU. When you grow up you'll know." HAHAHAHA, omg that was totally so not conviencing. I PHAIL in teaching a child about sex education wtf.

Bully and Squeaky!

2008-12-10T23:50:00.002+08:00

Beedee bought me 2 hammies! Her alterego hammie is called BULLY and mine's SQUEAKY! xDD Sooooooooo alike us. Bully is called Bully cos she's always bullying my Squeaky and my Squeaky will squeaksqueaksqueaks. :( Everything costs like 180. O_O Opps, but we're gonna buy another cage cos they'll fight. :( Both hammies are females and are of pudding breed! Wanted a male and female cos they won't fight alot but the lady said there'll be lots of little hammies; so totally do not know what to do with the constant flow of hammies!!! So yeh, 2 females! xD Me <3 them :X and beedee too!

Back

2008-12-09T21:51:00.003+08:00

Back. Jammed the way there, jammed the way back. Missed my beedee like mad. :( Roaming is a horror, cut your throat to pay for the bills. Got beebee the most expanksive receipt out of the whole must-get-items-for list, as usual; recall Shanghai trip - I spend more on her than what I do on myself, ratio of a 1:6. /gasp

Malaysia

2008-12-06T05:10:00.004+08:00

Am leaving for Malaysia in 2 hours.

I miss my beedee. :( /virtual snuggle up

Job Hunt Routine

2008-11-24T16:40:00.002+08:00

Back to moolah earning hunting. :(

Beggers can't be choosers. Why am I always graduating at an economic crisis. :(

Hope the hunt would yield some decent shiet.

Then again, beggers can't be choosers again.

Oh well.

I miss the times when my dad worked in SIA. Oooo, free upgrades to first class! Whoopeedee. Too bad times have changed. No longer are such uber cool benefits offered to staffs. Then again, I would not have been able to sit first class anymore next year, when I turn 21.

Oh my gosh, 21?! Shiet, it feels so nearrrrr. Its kind of ironic that when you;re 16, you're desperately hoping that a night of sleep would leave you waking up and surprisesurprise, you're 21. Now when you're almost 21, you wish for the opposite. Perhaps that's the allure of being young and with less worries. Age comes responsibilities, and yesyes I'm preeching to myself. I need to think maturely even more now, so please let my thoughts grow up according to my age, in lightning speed.

But, I love my casual tee-shirts wear!! :( <33 says that I have to stop wearing tees out already. Sniffles.

Gahhhhh.

2008-11-20T23:55:00.003+08:00

Loopy de Loop!

If you're gonna fall, I'll let you know, that I would pick you up like you for I.

Where has all these kind of songs disappeared to? Me no like hiphop, R&B, rap, whatsoever. I heart my old school alternative rock songs. :(

Dad says we're going Genting on 6th to 8th December. Isn't really enthu about it. I want to slack at homeeeeeeeeeee. Boohoo. But yeh, since he booked it, so I might as well go with a smile. :)

Baobao's sick. :( Hope she'll get well soon. I just bought like 15movies to watch with her! Nooooooooo to exam feverrrrah!

Got my teeth looking prettyeh good! Costs like my whole salary but dad says its worth it. Better than leaving it looking like I've been smoking for my entire life. Dentist says its cause of some scientific term of floride-cist (??!) and de-calcium-fication (??!). Maybe I should go wiki the spelling. Rofl.

Went online to window shop again and I must say, I bought a realllllllllllyehhhhhh expensive shirt that I think was overpriced. It was supposed to be just window shopping like usual, I swear! But it is sooooooo not buyable in stores and its greennnnneh! Green you knowwwwwwweh? Like pretty shade of greeenehhhh. :( Now i feel guilty. I ought to shoot myself now. Bangbang.

Ok, since I've shot myself and I'm technically dead. This post shall end at the part where I shot myself wtf. Yes, its the weeeeee-mili-gazillion-nano second after bangbang.

Jobless

2008-11-09T00:15:00.002+08:00

Some people get up at the break of day
Gotta go to work before it gets too late
Sitting in a car and driving down the road
It ain't the way it has to be

But that's what you do to earn your daily wage
That's the kind of world that we're living in today
Isn't where you wanna be
And isn't what you wanna do

...

You've got to look at life the way it oughta be
Looking at the stars from underneath the tree
There's a world inside and a world out there
With that on TV you just don't care

- Krafty; New Order

Simsy!

2008-11-02T19:30:00.002+08:00

Sims in NDS. Cool shiet.

Had a so called last day celebration with <3, SiSugarAhma and JohnDrwnkFlaccido. Actually, it was just a rubbish reason conjured up by SiSugarAhma and JohnDrwnkFlaccido to drink loooooorhs. <33 and me were just there as a show of THATS WHY WE ARE CELEBRATING. Left at 1250? Crazeeeeeeh them went clubbing after the drinks at 1am till saywhat, 3am?!??!?!! <33 and me? Well, we were safely nestled in bed and sleeping away lorhssssss by 1am.

Anyyyyways, I'm bumming again! YESYESYES! Damn happy can? Maybe only for a while till my teeth gets fixed. :( Then its workworkwork slave for my monneh. :(

Sunny!

2008-10-29T22:27:00.001+08:00

<33<33 bought me a sunflower. I named her lala. But alas, the florist cheated <33<33, and lala didn't even make it past 24hours. :( But I still love both of em. *Hearts <33<33 and lala.

Stupid car

2008-10-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

Stupid car. STUPID STUPID STUPID. Rang its shrilling voice for 3 minutes before it was finally shut off. Guess how many people it took to CALM the damn car down. 3 HOPPING girls. Oh my god. My car phobia-o-meter just went up another notch. I'm so gonna scream at my papa with my equally shrilling voice when he returns from holiday. So his fault, cos he made me pick the car up after driving and parking it at the airport after flying off. Oh my gawd, god knows how many people were staring at my car. Maybe thinking that 3 girls trying to steal a car and it went wrong. Pfft.

Anyways, I'm still equally bored at work. 4 days to expiration. Hope the IT guy who's my counting down time partner in crime doesn't go off work early. He's always going off early. NO COUNTDOWN FOR AN HOUR. BLEH.

Been spending money that I haven't earned. Oppsie dasies? Clothes Clothes Clothes!! Not office wear of cos. :X I totally can't stand to wear them. I wear tees to work. HAHAHA. My school friends and <33 were like saying I'm getting slackier as each days passes. I'm wearing shorts now. Ho-hum.

Feel lousy. I can't stay up long hours anymore. I was suppose to be with beebee tonight but my body clock is ringing for sleep time. Dammit.

Nightnights!

Hubba Hubba!

2008-10-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

9 days down to contract expiration.

My expatriate bosses were put on garden/guardian leave. Whichever was the term they used. Wonder if the one who hired me would be back to sign my timesheet... Not to mention that since 2 people went on leave, the whole CCM team went from 8 to a 4.

Had always wondered why were working people always counting down to weekends. Now I know why. I'm even counting down the minutes when I'm working. I fail in working life. Guess what, my lecturers got bulleye when they said I can't be desk-bounded. :P Got too whiny to <33 about the boredom and counting down every minute. :X

My whole body timing is all screwed up. I used to wake up at 11am or 12pm during weekends, BUT I WOKE UP AT 830AM. :( BOOHOO. That's the price of working for my monneh. Tough life. Me no have silver spoon in my mouth. wtf.

Beebee bought lots of endermints from Fish and Co. :D Costs like 16bucks. Was expecting to pay like 30bucks for the 1kg pack as said on forums. Hmm, ohwell, shall not complain. :D

2008-10-09T22:09:00.001+08:00

I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you quite terribly
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you quite terribly
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Our lips, can touch
Our lips, can touch...here

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you quite terribly
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you miss you
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.

Tired

2008-10-09T20:21:00.001+08:00

Wake up.

Work.

Work.

Lunch.

Work.

Work.

Work more.

Home.

Sleep.

And the routine continues...

Last day of bummer

2008-10-01T17:52:00.002+08:00

Yeh, like totally, last day of being free and guess how it was spent.

All the nonstop mentions of playing the whole day eh?

Right. Who's the one outside playing now.

Pfft. I hope it bites right back at you.

And I mean it.

Job Hunt

2008-09-27T01:39:00.002+08:00

A month's stint at Fortis Bank in October till early November. Then with much hope that the position in Aussino is still available. :)

Baby bought me Twiggies :) Heartshearts. <33 Did I mention that she's so much of a sweetheart for saying that she'll accompany me for lunch the whole of the month's stint? Total melter.

Been playing this Jap drum game on DS. Kinda fun challenging my dumb sister. She plays with stylus and I play with buttons. Totally different styles.

My phone's dying but mom used my contract to buy a new phone for herself. Oh well, prolly wait till baby can change hers and we shall change together!

Would be striving to make full use of whatever days I have left to acc <33. :) After all, everything is all thanks to her :D <333 u!

Found!

2008-09-22T11:35:00.002+08:00

Oh myyyyy gawd. After the loss of my mp3 for almost 2 weeks, <33 found it. :D Yay. <3333 u loads! Thanks baobao!

Anyyyyways, went out yesterday with baobao and her class. Supposely her class wanted a THANK OUR TEACHER thingy, but the fucktards ended up quarreling about money that the teacher paid 200bucks cause she couldn't stand it. Like wth, thank your teacher but made her fork out money too. Kept blaming on what service tax. I bet its those fucktards ordered too much drinks without looking at the prices and ended up with no money to pay. Come on, those who left early and didn't pay taxes, the most it only amounts to say what, 40-50bucks max? Why would there be a defecit of 200bucks? They were like, TEQUILA SHOTS then ABSOLUTE VODKASPRITE and BEER and this and that and whatnot. Drank over their budget. No money then don't drink la, wtf. Drink in budget. Thank god, baobao and I were like, ICE WATER PL0X, partially cos we are not drinkers and also cos baobao drove! In the end, we had to run to 7-11 to buy our own bottle of water and green tea cos the people there did not refill our glasses. Oh well, fucktards are fucktards.

Oh, today's a special day! It's the 22nd of September. 2 years ago, baobao came to toa payoh and we went down to buy yam mooncake! :D The rest was history. <3333 you baobao! We didn't eat yam mooncake this time though. :(

New Layout!

2008-09-18T23:58:00.002+08:00

Got bored. Soooooo here's a new layout. This is the first change in layout since the start of this blog!

Hoorah!

Sad news, I lost my mp3. :(
-grieves

I'm using gf's ipodnano. But I miss my sony. :( With all my songs in there. Boohoo.

Whyyyyyy did my mp3 go missing. Plus, I had just bought new limeeeegreeeeen earphones for it. It was used barely three times and now its gone. :(

Bleh. Owell, new blog layout anyhows.

Nitendo DS Lite!

2008-09-04T18:40:00.001+08:00

Baobao bought me a Nitendo DS Lite! :D

Glossy Silverrrrrr :D

Yay! <33

I lovelove it!

Muacks!

Thanks <33.

<3<3<3<3<3<3

Long time no post

2008-08-26T22:21:00.002+08:00

HeyHello blog.

It has been a while since I did an entry in here.

Been spending on buying new clothes.

Been spending on entertaining relatives who are here on holiday.

Been spending on my other half.

Been spending on my family.

SpendSpendSpend.

When would I save?

That's the one goal I would have to work towards.

And oh, a job too.

Soon!

2008-07-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

Transcript arrived. =D

Gf's birthday was 6days ago. =) She's a big TWO-ZERO already!! BUT... she's still like a little kid. Aww.

Stupid wife. Interviews and rejected it. LOL. Tskstsks. Waste of time for the interviews.

Anyways...

Okay! Done with post!

wtf so long

2008-07-13T05:41:00.002+08:00

So long never blog already, wtf. Went out for a teeny weeny escapeade. xD Got home at 430 and cannot sleep already, wtf. Screwed up my sleeping time, and I'm gonna suffer it tomorrow. Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu =( Thank god I'm not working. xP

What else, got a car but haven't driven for the longest time yet. It's always parked at the same place. Dad say I fail already, so he always drive the car to market, wtf. My car became a market car.

Making a trip down to dentist soon. Hopefully get rid of my chloride stained teeth. /Reminder to self: Cannot over-brush my teeth again. Sickening cause I had always brushed my teeth like mad since Primary school cause I thought brush more=whiter teeth. Turned out I got an overdose of chloride and made my teeth yellow, wtf logic you tell me. The whole treatment is estimated to come up to $1.2k. Hopefully, it'll go shades lighter.

Want to eat, but at 6am? Only McDonalds open. I'm such a bummer anyways. Slacked half a year away already. LOL.

Open Arms

2008-06-20T01:30:00.003+08:00

Was watching randomly switching channels, stumbled upon Cold Case's ending. Song was playing to their wrapping up of the episode. Journey - Open Arms. Heard the song before in <33's car but didn't evoke much emotion until I saw the ending of the episode. People who died revisited in their old life, fading away.

Getting mellow-er? xDD Kinda nice to step down from my rock once in a while.

Back!

2008-06-13T23:11:00.001+08:00

AM BACK! =DD Met HC! Slacked. Meeting stupid wife next week! =)

fcuk off

2008-05-27T00:51:00.004+08:00

STAY. AWAY.

Just not worth it.

Flying off in a jet plane

2008-05-23T20:46:00.003+08:00

Am gonna fly off in a jet plane in a week's time.

Missmissmiss.

Oh well, baby bought 8 uber cute teenyweeny fishes and named them after me.

Pirate JW, Angel JW, Devil JW, so on and so forth.

=D Aww...

<33

Fetish?

2008-05-13T22:01:00.002+08:00

I have this weird fetish (I dunno if this is the word larhhhs, but aiyahs, you get the drift).

Lo and behold. Do not scream.

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I like to erm, stick my head in the freezer.

Not those omfg-bloody-stinky la.

Is like you know, I have this special freezer just for storing my bloody stash of sorbet, icecream, chocolate, my godly-untouchable-cept-for-me ice cube collection, etcetc?

YA, I like to stick my head in there, cos its cold and I like the cold air smell. You know the freezing cold smell? I don't know why cold air has that smell but ya, I like the smell.

Weird right? Aiyahs, it floats my boat. HAHAHA.

xD

But how come I don't recall smelling that kind of cold air smell in those wintery-season countries, with snow somemore.

/sticks head in freezer again.

I

2008-04-30T17:52:00.002+08:00

... am going to work in a week more.

I like my life now... but...

MY PARENTS DON'T =(

Eat, play, go out, sleep...

Sian.

And I can proudly say I understand what the hell is Matrix about now, all thanks to gfgf =DD

Yes, I know I'm behind time, wayyyy behind, but ohwells, I'm enlightened. See the bulb on my head.

HAHA.

Obsession

2008-04-15T23:03:00.003+08:00

Over-indulgence leads to obsession.

Obsession is never a good thing, no matter how much defensive can one be.

Hope, pray, wait and see.

Baby's FREE soon!

2008-04-14T23:42:00.001+08:00

<33's exam ending on Thursday. Which means, I have 2 weeks of holiday more to accompany her before I go parent's office for work.

A toss-up between good and bad. =(

2008-04-08T18:43:00.002+08:00

Today, HAPPY DAY!

Woke up early to buy breakfast for <33<33, her <3-ed chee kweh. Fell alseep on her bed right after. Supposed to take a bus to school for her exam but since I was sleeping, she didn't want to wake me up. So cabbed to school. Sorry!

Sis birthday, bought cake and <33<33 paid for my cab home, and bought me my longlong-awaited seaweed! =)) HAPPY!

While waiting for parents to get home and go out for dinner, played GUNBOUND with <33<33 Had to stop playing early cos parents came home. SORRY <33 again.

Went out to living room to prepare to leave. Parents said they wanted to bathe 1st. Soooooo I was gonna go back into room when they passed me a paper, said CSULB sent me letter. I was like o_O, why would they be sending me letter? Somemore the letter wetwetdampdamp one.

RIPPPPP~ the envelope, saw a certificate. OH, must be a cert. for participation or something. Pulled it out. Its a cert. of excellence. Didn't know what's that, until Ohmygod... The bottom of the excellence title wrote, Honors Degree; On President's list. I was like FUCK! NOT KIDDING RIGHT? Ok, believed it when I saw my name printed on it. YAY! LAGI MORE HAPPY.

End of day. ITS A HAPPY DAY. I LOVE MY <33.

Revisit all my games

2008-04-02T11:40:00.003+08:00

Been like playing gunbound the past few days. LOL, wtfohmigod?! A really longlonglong ago game eh? Stopped Cabal and Holic. =X

Wife's back from JIPOON. =)) Too bad for her, couldn't get a little japan boy, have to settle with her dear-ol-WILLY-the-whale.

Been home watching tv and more tv. Totally <33 MTV's Amplified sement. All my alt-rock and rock-rock-whatsoever songs playing. Angels & Airwaves's Secret Crowd is on now! =)) Up next's 30 Seconds to Mars's A Beautiful Lie. The lead singer's got pretty, alluring, captivating and *GUSHGUSHGUSH* blue eyes!!!!! AND their mtv is filmed on snowandmoresnow! =)) It's about global warming. =X

Had a <3-to-<3 talk last night. Wouldn't dream of ever not meeting you and having you in life. =)

I wanna work in daAIRPORT! Where's the darn recruitment notice. WHYYYYY isn't it out yet. =(

111th post!

2008-03-28T11:07:00.002+08:00

Been doing nothing except nothing? LOL. Went for a play with gf's class, The Pillowman, at some artsy-farty place in Clark Quay, DBS Arts Theater. Play was okay, but parts which were draggy. Some funny psychological thriller theme. Gf sent me home, was around 12thirty. Slept at only 1plus.

Dad's birthday's today! I, MADE A PUZZLE FOR HIM! My 1st puzzle. Stupid sis proudly proclaimed to my mom that 10% of the effort was hers. Pfft, cheapo. 90% was mine. Thank god gf taught me hw to do the puzzle. Or else, I think I'll be doing it for 2 nights instead of 1, but she was super bored while waiting for me to complete the puzzle.

Need to start looking for job. =( Daddy's cutting my allowance after my graduation thingy. Sheesh, no $. =( OH! Fret not, I JUST GOT A SUPPLEMENTARY CARD, under HIS account. =) At least that's not toal cut-off!

Oh boy

2008-03-18T11:32:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's the last day of sch. Decision to be made then.

I managed to put of going to HK this weekend by making up a made up exam. LOL, but couldn't save myself from going in May. Draggggggy. I don't feel like going holiday. Boohoo. I want stay with gfgf.

Siansian. Tomorrow gf bringing me to crabcrab =D Yummyyummy. I adore butter crabs! Absolutely deeeeeeeelicious. Condition, got to study hard. =( Oh well, nothing good comes easy I guess?

Worrying

2008-03-15T11:30:00.003+08:00

Last paper is on the 19th. Right after that, I have no idea what to do. = Vexing and scary at times.

SAD

2008-03-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

My precious was disfigured. =( Boohoo.

Ethics and Moral and everything in between

2008-03-06T20:36:00.005+08:00

Irony. Test on ethics and morality, yet people could still practice such unethical and immoral actions during the test. How downright shameful and pathetic.

Today's lesson was about whistle-blowing, and I whistle-blowed. Coincidental? Maybe it was just a sign to justify my actions.

Oh well, if you dare to do it, then aren't you suppose to be prepared to face it. It's not about being friends. You stood up to us when you decided to take out my (stupid) wife's paper. That was just paying you back your coin. You never thought I was capable of doing that to you?

Took my notes without my permission, the notes that, YOURS TRULY, STAYED UP TILL BLOODY 1AM IN THE MORNING THOUGH I WAS FUCKING SLEEPY AND HAD FORGO THAT PRECIOUS 2 HOURS TO TYPE OUT THE NOTES AND JUST SIMPLY ZAPPED AWAY COUNTLESS SETS FOR YOUR OWN GANG. YES, THE NOTES WHICH YOU GUYS PROBABLY USED TO DO YOUR SHAMEFUL ACT TOO. MY NOTES ISN'T FOR THAT YOU MOTHER-FUCKERS NOR IS IT FOR YOU. ITS FOR MY WIFE AND THOSE WHO I DON'T MIND STAYING UP FOR AND GIVING THEM.

Equally so, I stayed up to study my heart out. You guys, SKIP SCH. Never mind, SKIP SCH AND KIASI. So how? JUST COME SCHOOL FOR BLOODLY EXAM REVIEW. Ok never mind, isn't much of my concern. It however, BECOMES YOURS TRULY CONCERN WHEN YOU JUST TOOK MY NOTES AND REPRODUCED IT. NO PLEASE, NO THANKS TO EVEN MENTION. I SO DO NOT APPRECIATE SUCH ACTIONS.

Even so, you were so KIASI to the point of SKIP SO MUCH SCHOOL, TO THE POINT OF NEVER COME SCH AT ALL. THEN SO SCARED OF FAILING, EVEN WITH A STACK OF FREE RE-ARRANGED NICELY AND VERY NEAT NOTES. YOU DID THE SHAMEFUL ACT.

I'm not someone who barks. I'm the person who bites, the one that BITES AND CLAMPS DOWN HARD ON YOU, especially when you tred the line and crosses it, and the line is MY GOD-DAMN LINE.

My gf said I'm easy to bully, especially when I can't say no. Fine, you take it for granted. Too bad for you now. I have my gf who looks after my back, and I have a darn supportive wife to support my action, and yes, a towkay to stand up for me.

It's just a man-eat-man world, the survival of the fittest. You think you can play the role of a goody-2-shoe so well, but I'm no idiot. I've got the tool to play in the game of survival of the fittest.

Be afraid, no rather, be VERY afraid. Try messing with my friends, you'll see something coming up soon. Isn't all the theories we learnt in class about "Do not do unto others what you dont want others to do unto you?" Oh wait, I forgot, you didn't even attend class. Period. No wonder.

Biz Ethics

2008-03-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

Business Ethics is exactely what I feared. Even more fearing when I have a test every 2 days. =( Haix, boohoo. Gotta buck up. Hoping for a B in this, not a A. I know my limits.

I hate rubbish

2008-03-02T11:01:00.003+08:00

I do not like the idea of going for ____. Dots. Wonder why are they so enthu about it. Bleh.

My room is becoming a mess junk heap. I have like all sorts of food here. I munch on them while doing my assignments. I think I have more tibits in my room than the outside living room's cupboard. Every part of my room has something, sweets, seaweed, cookie, more sweets and sweet little munchies. LOL.

I need more sleep. Not that I sleep late now, but every night my dreams are of action genre. I wake up to body aches and ya, tireness. Isn't sleep suppose to solve all that? I'm like getting them instead. Boo-hoo. I never had a dreamless night before. Must be too much wishes of SWEET DREAMS! Next time wish me NO DREAMS! =D

Doing my last paper for OB now. Yesterday was horribly suay. I did like almost 2 pages of my topic, Knowledge Management (KM) already, and had like 15 internet tabs open which are chunk full of informations. Guess what, my house decided to have a power trip. When i heard a "poof" from my desktop, and a black screen greeted my face, I could see my expression. It was like a dots, -_-. Right. I have no idea what the hell was KM about and through blind writing, I could get 1 plus page, was like sheer luck. Who cared if I didn't make sense in the paper, at least it was something right? LOL, but maybe stupid destiny wanted to to make sense in the paper, that's why it tripped my house's power.

Oh well, when I switched everything on, I had to redo everything. Haix, a day's work gone. Redo lorhs, did until 12am. Thats why now, I'm up so early, to do citations and send it off to my lecturer's email. xD

SOON!

2008-03-01T09:44:00.002+08:00

Org Behavior's DOWN! Left Biz Philo!! 2 more weeks. 8 days of horrible lecture for Biz Philo and then YEAYS! Come to think of it, the 2 weeks of hardcore study for 1 subject, kinda cool ya? I actually perform much better than those modules I take over a period of 3 months.

Baby's gonna come for my grad ceremony. Horrible school scheduled it on a WEEKDAY AFTERNOON. Parents working lorhs, 1 of their girl on maternity leave, how to leave lorhs. Ph well, at least baby's gonna come!! =D

Oh, my OB lecturer said my personality, not suited for those oh-I-sit-in-a-cubicle-to-do-my-work-24/7. He says I be better off running around meddling with stuffs. Asked me go into service industry or PR. o_O'' HMM. Airport? Heehee.

My bottom eyelid keeps twitching for the past 2 days. IRRITATING AND ANNOYING. I don't know if that's the good luck side or erm, bad luck side. I thought it was bad luck one, and erm, i scared me. Thought it was an indication of yesterday's exam, but I thought I did pretty ok on it? o_O''

Oh well, gonna spend my weekend doing my last paper for OB. =)

HELLO!

2008-02-22T23:52:00.002+08:00

I like the sky at night, you know those with the little pretty stars and a moon shining on? Yes that sky. Each time I walk home, I'll strain my neck to look up and awe at the little masterpiece creation, and oh, pray that I do not stumble into any bushes or pondstreams. LOL! Pretty sight indeed =) I, somehow, always wanted to do something like staying out at night and look at the sky with my walkman plugging me to sleep. Alas, I'm usually either gaming or doing the most random stuff you can never expect whenever I'm awake at these wee hours of the night. Oh well, maybe I'll make it a MUST DO BEFORE I DIE, ZOMG!!! kinda thing. Someday, somenight, soon.

Oh, its a day after CNY! Graduating in 3 weeks. EVERYONE'S asking what I'm gonna do right after. I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA! Prolly waste a week or 2 slacking, accompanying hc on her school days. Then erm, look for a job? I WANT MY AIRPORT JOB. T_T Daddy said wait for recruitment notice to be advertised, but I have no idea when it would be shown in the Newspaper. Told him that perhaps he should have stayed on in his airport job until I came and took over his position. xP Oh, means for the past dunno how many years, I could still be flying first class at economy price tickets!!! Drats!

Irritating person in class for the past week. Everything he says is like screeching to my ears. The HORRIBLE thing is, he GOES ON AND ON without stopping. Made some snipe remarks about him openly, but yet he didnt take the cue. Either he's deaf, or he's really that dumb and messed up. PFFT.

Oh, flirt-o-meter is going UP, UP and AWAY in class. LOL, ham-sup ___ and ___. Shh, don't even go there. I hate to think about the r/s between those 2. =x Kinda obvious though.

Playing with 3 new games at once, coupled with my school work. Holic, Farm Frenzy and Sims2! Heehee, kinda explains where all my time ran away to yeh? Oh, not forgetting, time allocation to hc too!

Not forgetting, meeting up with Guan! Took pic of him in an EGGY situation. Want seesee? MSN me! LOL, he's prolly gonna kill me but w/e. Darling gets death pardon. Nennehhhh! =p

Watching L Word, and my stupid wife said I'm becoming more feminist. Said I should stop watching it. Perhaps so, such that the humsup _(lecturer)_ picked up signals of it that I hate guys till the point I'm swearing off them. Cass kinda explained what's my favourite girl there for, and tada! Pandora's box opened.

Sneeze. Hc's prolly scolding me in her sleep cos I promised her to sleep by 0030. Already 0013, so erm, bids u goodbye? Adios!

Boring

2008-02-12T11:31:00.000+08:00

Orh hor, qiqi teaching guan to be bad.

GUAN YOU HORRIBLE PERSON. Keep changing our date, NEXT WEEK YOU DECIDE. Later tell me push again. Dunno push for who lorhs, so important ah, even more important than me arhs?

AND PONGY. HAPPY NEW YEAR LARHHHHHHS. Don't say I dao you again.

100th Post and a CNY

2008-02-07T12:04:00.000+08:00

Happy Cheena New Year!

100th post too.

Wishes one and all good health, FORTUNE, prosperity, happiness and attain great steps in your STUDIES/WORK and LIFE. May the year be filled with nothing but smooth and great-sailing events. =)

I need my fortune through the year and great steps in not only studies now but my future working life too. =X

P/S: Guan pls confirm date for meet-up and stop spamming my tagboard. Naughty one, smack your hand. ITCHY FINGERS!!

Cause

2008-01-20T18:06:00.000+08:00

To PONGY:

'Cos I lazy to type out my whole day. HAHAHAHA.

3 lines this time. xP

ROAR

2008-01-11T16:15:00.000+08:00

3 months again. Long wait. Stayover-ed, fun-ed, went home-ed. Boohoo =(

2007-12-21T22:26:00.000+08:00

now i'm this angry little girl, drownin in this petty world, and you're who i run to

<33

Come home safely.

2007-12-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry baby. I didn't say drive carefully nor did I said come back in 1 piece. Yet, I tired you out and made you go extra mile to get me food and solve my stupid forgetful memory.

You told me not to be silly after you drove off, but it was just minutes away from the impact.

I wished I wasn't that forgetful. I wished I could have asked you to go home and rest instead of accompanying me and my sis. I wished I had held on to you longer, and perhaps, a few second difference would have made the accident avoidable.

I'm so sorry, and I blame myself for it. I hope everything goes well, and with a car or not, I'll still be with you. Just like how I was with you before the drivings. We'll take the buses and trains together, and I'll even go home early. That way, you wouldn't have to worry about me going home late. I'll stick to my own curfew of 10pm. I promise. I won't scold myself for setting a curfew for myself, if you could come home safely.

Just be safe. With much love.

End

2007-12-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

... and the curtain falls.

Social Life

2007-12-05T11:37:00.000+08:00

Xmas coming soon, New Year coming soon, CNY coming soon, GRADUATION coming soon too!

Drove last saturday, after a 3 months hiatus of not going behind the wheel. I suck, LOL. My dad said I gave all my skills back to CDC already. I e-braked to stop at the 1st traffic light. =X I think I'm more of a driven person than a driving person. Back to gf driving me around I guess? Heehee, dad say he donwan gimme new car already. Buy a 8years old car for me to crash for 2 years =.=. BooHoo. He still tempted me with a LIMEGREEN pretty mini-hatchback right after saying that. He looked down at mini me and I looked up to the BIG CARS. =X Wuuwuu~~ There's always the Avante or the SUV(!!!!) up for grabs I guess? SHALL GO LEARN MY WAY TO HIS SUV. I adore his suv. =) But somehow, I think that's gonna take me at least 2 years? xP

Oh wells, guess what! Dec-May. 5 MORE MONTHS!! to what? To no more TRIANGLE. YEAY!!

Exam in 2 hours. Got to run!

Whee!

2007-11-18T19:00:00.000+08:00

School's boring, but not break times! 'Cos hc's there to play!

Lies, white little ones.

2007-11-07T03:28:00.000+08:00

Its half past 3 already and I'm still up doing my work. I lied to you that I was really going to bed to coax you to sleep. I know it's wrong but I didn't want you to do nothing while I did my work infront of you. As a result, it ended up like that.

I'm sorry, my love, my mommy and my silly body working double the pace. I know school's at 0930 tomorrow. I'll be done soon, I hope?

School

2007-11-01T21:53:00.000+08:00

You know, actually I change my mind. Graduating soon might not be such a bad idea after all, esp when you dad promises you a CAR. Not a shared car but a car for myself. Conditions attached of cos, RESULTS. Oh wells, beats nothing at all? Hope its really like what he'd said. Or else its the usual classic plsplsplsplspls.

Lala

2007-11-01T03:07:00.000+08:00

Haven't blogged for eons, I know. School and gf.

Birthday, acutally, BIRTHDAYS aplenty in October. Sucked me dry, literally. Oh wells, gotts start saving up soon for something. ;)

Besides that, I think I'm highly paranoid about certain stuffs, and somehow, this paranoid feeling keeps proving itself. Die larhs, hope I don't get that in my exams.

Oh, not to mentioned, I've been VERYVERY hot-headed these few weeks. I have no idea why, but I could actually kick up a fuss over simplest stuffs, ie big kenny holding down my pen while I copied notes. Usually I'll be laughing it off, I really have no idea why I "GRRRR OEIII LA" at him. Not to mentioned, countless spites thrown in the direction of my gf also. I'm terribly sorry!!!

Gonna be having my late-night projects again. Next week. Oh, good news, graduating in 3/4 more months is really cool. But, the thought of not having my gf for toilet breaks and having to enter the working life is really a put-off.

Many has been persuading me to go over to US for my graduation ceremony. Refused to, putting my feet down. Gotta work soon? Earn money. Accompany gf. Basically, the top piorities in my life are all based in here. Think I could put off a few weeks of leisure for the important people in my life. Perhaps, next time, when I have saved enough for a well-deserved holiday, perhaps it'll be muchmuchmuch more fulfilling to go on 1.

Have to read newspapers too. Update myself on current affairs, in preparation for my WPE. Gosh, I hate essays. Somehow, my inspiration doesn't come till last minute, or it doesn't come AT ALL. Esp with current affairs, politics and economics can put a kill on me.

I think I just threw a really huge implied, "F-off" in a no vulgarities message, at someone. My hot-headedness flaring up again. I can't help it, I don't know why. End up feeling guilty for treating people like that rightttttt after it all. Sucks though. Maybe I ought to be a hermit and coop myself up till I'm over what's causing me to act like that.

Horrid updates in my life I guess. kthxbai.

I love my gf deepdeep dotdotdotdot com.

For that special someone

2007-09-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

For every grey and down days, thanks for being there.

Being the sunshine you were always been.

ZZZ

2007-09-01T01:06:00.001+08:00

Fucking Retarded.

Irritanting to the maximum.

Annoyance at its finest.

Missed me?

2007-08-29T03:22:00.000+08:00

Been busy with my EIGHT DAYS of INTENSIVE module of BUSINESSFINANCE. Covered SIXTEEN chapters with plentyplenty SUB CHAPTERS.

I thought I was going mad. Never had I had Maths for such a short time. Think I'm gonna flunk it, since I have totally no idea about STOCK MARKET. All the IRR, NPV, MIRR, PV, PMT, Rrs, Re, DRP, IR, whateveryadayada acronyms.

EXAM, postponed to Friday. THANK GOD. Or else we'd only have 1 day to study. Now we have at least 3. Hopeeeeee and prayyyyy muchmuch.

Oh, 8 more modules to graduation. YIPEE!

I am.

2007-08-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

I am, to Quote and Unquote a song lyric.

Living in everyday combat, Day to day commuter riot.

Birthday

2007-08-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

A plenty congratulatory msgs came in to remind me that I was aging by a year.

Without fail to welcome me into theclub of 20-ish in 2 years, Gradius was the 1st to wish me. Silaopa was the 1st to wish me with a msg of non-english but full of web shortcuts. Guan<3 was the 1st to sing me a birthday song. Melty's msg was the 1st one to put a "I feel loved" feeling in me. Sheena was the 1st to flood me with non-stop birthday msgs, even one she created out of my name. Qi was the 1st to wish me when I first woke up. The rest were thoughtful reminders that they are aware of my existance. Yet, I appreciate each and everyone of them.

Yet, the "gush" came from one who made me experience the sweet and sour within 1 day. Though it was a rough way to start at 12mn, it was not the worst, yet it was one of the best as the day proceeded on.

Oh, I can't forget the 1st present I ever received from my brother. A necklace of pretty dragonfly-ish. That was a really sweet first present, and everyone commented on the beauty of it. Indeed I was in awe. He knows, he knows I go gaga for pendant ith insects. Just like my butterfly one my mom bought for me few years back.

Sis bought me a new bag. Though I seem to think the one she bought was inclined to what she would carry instead of me, but yeh! Haha, doesn't really matter. I'll carry it still, and I can bet you that she'll start lending it from me. LOL!

Last but not least, my 10 days of presents are indeed sweetness to the ultimate. Though I refused to the last one, which was to complete the whole cycle, the thought was more than enough. Your 3 pets are looking at me while I'm typing this, with the 3 presents still in their hands. I love them all, I do. But the most love I'm gonna give to is you. Thank you for making my 19th a more than special one.

I <3<3 everyone.

You know...

2007-08-07T00:55:00.001+08:00

You know...

... even the simplest words can just put a huge smile on my face.

Are you my good girl?

I want to be your good girl.

You've always been my good girl long ago.

Aww, how sweet. <3<3

Past days, I've been reciving a flood of presents, so much that I have no idea how to account it for.

Oh, its 1 am and people are still over in my house, and I'm stupidly punching away on the keyboard for my project so that tomorrow I can do a big revision for the law exam.

Side track, I have niffy black nails with red sparklies! Pretty!!

Shh...

2007-07-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

Let ya all in a little teeny secret. Keep it to yourself kays?

I skipped school 3 days in a row already =x Guess the module I'm taking? LAW. Die liao, exam sure mati like mad. LOL. If I skip tomorrow, which I am gonna do it cause <3<3 wants, its 4 days. xP

ANYWAYS, <3<3 just bought a new toy todayyy! Plasma light thingyyyy! You know it's all the pretty electric currents in a glass ball and it sort of follows your touch and stuffs? YEH! It's that one. Pretty you know? Oh man, she asked if I wanted to buy it too, but no =( Cos my room is so teeny weeny small to fit so many stuffs that she has giving me for the past few months.

Oh, she's getting me LAVA LAMP! Pretty you know? She has like 2 of 'em in her room, and everytime I go over her house, I'd be darn fascinated by it. She'll be standing beside me laughing at my silliness. =X I feel dumb. Actually, whenever she's like beside me I'm always doing dumb things.

27th July went to pass QiQi her present. Hoped she liked it ya? I went to 2 different bookshops when I finally got my hand on it. I was like waiting at the store for almost 20min before they located one. LOL, tough job buying presents. Shall declare my birthday presents free. Such hassle ought to be shorterned.

Got to run now! Got people awaiting my presence!

Birthdays

2007-07-23T16:44:00.001+08:00

Gf's bday was yesterday. Basically, a was a home-y one. Don't know if it was a bad one for her? =x Anyways, qi's on fri. Wife's next next week.

Home today, school tomorrow. ROARRRR! Hate law. HATEHATEHATE. Oh wells, good news of sch opening up lockers for rental. No idea if I should rent or not. Maybe rent and shareit ith gf. She's attending sch next sem with me! LOL! Share with wife also. CHEAPER! ROFLOLMAO.

Whoo

2007-07-22T04:27:00.001+08:00

I drove on AYE, ECP and PIE. YEAYS! Like, from JURONG to CHANGI! Happy until I thought I lost my wallet. Was hunting for my wallet at 415am in the morning. I swear I almost freaked out cos my giro-linked ezlink, atm card, LISENCE, IC, and many other sch and house access cards were in there larhs.

Like, wtf. I was recalling where I last saw it, where did I go and did I remember carrying it. Did I lose it at Hougang mall, or the jap restuarant in Jurong, or in my estate's carpark? I started getting @#%^&* and prayed to my usual helping force that let it be in the car. So at 425am, I WENT DOWN TO THE CARPARK. LOL, fucking lucky it was sitting nestled in the driver's seat.

I think if I didn't have my wallet, tomorrow I don't need buy cake and go find my gf for her b'day already la. LOL, thank the invisible helping force. Once again, you saved me from the sudden plunge of not only my heart but my MONEY to replace EVERY single card.

I already lost my ezlink like just 3 months ago, and yet again 1 week ago. I think my dad wants to kill me already la. LOL!

TEH C!

2007-07-21T15:31:00.000+08:00

BIG KENNY AND I GONNA LIM KOPI AND TEH C ON TUE. WAHAHAHAHA!

After it all

2007-07-21T12:16:00.000+08:00

All 3 posts are resaved as 'drafts'. I don't know if I can let it go. After all, I took not 1 stick, but 2 sticks, 1 after another, just to put myself in your shoes, at like 4am...

I really don't know what else I would do to put myself in your shoes.

Left or right?

2007-07-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

It's like, 1 day I'm full of extreme happiness, and the next day it goes downhill. Irritating you know? This kind of feeling. Like ROARRR. Shall not eleborate on what causes it, doesn't matter anyways. Does it?

Anyhows, my sis went for the Cosplay convention thingy @ downtown East. She wore my gothic shirt and my black boots. Funkaeeeee yah? Silly girl wore purpureeeeeeeee contacts. Haha, looks pretty niffy. Want pictures of the Jap going on? I've got it! I KOPED FROM HER. ROFL. The best part, SHE DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT IT! HAHAHA!!!

Linkin Park was, and is still my song of comfort. Somehow, even though they sort of changed genre of music, and that many people felt that it was a bad move, such that they totally strayed away from what they used to be, it seems to go in progression of my life. Like, how they have been singing past few years were actually a mirror of what has been happening to me. Perhaps, they'll be my companion throughout my growing life. That is, for as long as they last.

Oh wells, somehow, listening to LP get rids of much of the down that I'm feeling. It sucks but yeah, I can't help it right? After all, isn't that part and parcel.

People have been telling me that I'm less negative, such that I sound happier. Perhaps so? Or maybe I'm keeping everything in, only letting it off every now and then. Is that good or bad? Will I die soon? I really hope so. It's not like I want to, but I want to feel what its like not being here, such that I don't have to be irritated like this. Its really horrible to be feelings the extremes of each just 1 day apart. Like, its sometimes too much for one to handle.

Oh well, what's the point anyway. Maybe I should just do what I've been doing. After all, nothing would change right?

PS: Melty<3's b'day on Wed. I'm dying to meet her larhhhs!
Qiqi<3 pls set a date with me and silaopa somewhere on the week of your b'day.

OMG, Just when I was typing about qiqi<3, she logged into msn! ROFL! YEAYS!

BYEEEE! -Heads to msn!

Post it

2007-07-10T01:30:00.000+08:00

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

'Nuff said.

It's all written in the site.

Shh

2007-07-09T01:34:00.000+08:00

I know it's really no big hoo-ha deserving achievement at all but I can't help it!

I FREAKING DROVE ON THE EXPRESSWAY! WHOOOOO!

... a teeny weenie bit only larhs, as compared to the OMFGOSH east-west and vice versa PIE expressway my gf travels on to send me home from her house.

Mom said I could drive the car home from East Coast Beach, after much encore from my BROTHER and a little from my sister. So yeah! Off I went driving after a dinner of seafood and crab, BUTTER CRAB!

Oh, on the topic of crab, I think I'm allegic to it. To think that I only realised it after 18 years of my existance, or that this allegy decides to suddenly intrude my peaceful crab eating life of 18 years laaaa! Somehow, I always get an itchy nose, which I would start to scratch furiously until it turns rudolph red. Hard to enjoy peeling crab and having to scratch one's nose without dirtying with 2 dirty hands ah? =////

Still rushing with my project!!! ROARRR! Its 1.40am and I still have another fresh and uncompleted one to do lorrrrrhhhhhhs! Sucks ah?

07/07/07

2007-07-07T16:24:00.000+08:00

Today's a nice date. 070707! Too bad I'm at home slogging away at the computer, being a slave to the technology. Somehow, I have at times often wondered my life in the periodic times. You know, those emperor Cheena days. Yes! Those kind, like, I wonder if I'll even know how to sew and cook. Oh but, the thought of arranged marriage is a turn-off.

Live Earth's playing on my comp now, watching it while I do my work!

http://liveearth.sg.msn.com/videos/video.aspx
-Click on the world view!!!

1 day only concert in the comforts of your own bed, which is what I'm on laaaaa! Oh, with the likes of famous faces! /screams like a little girl! I totally digggggg concerts!

Oh, reminds me. I miss having MTV Asia award live in S'poreeeee. On their last year here, all the suntan in the sun for 7 hours was worth the front viewwww. Ohhhh mannn, come back to S'pore for the sake of meeeee. Liana won me the tickets - favourite girl to bring along for live concerts! Oh silaopa won her sitting tickets through some lucky shit. Darn lucky la, but the sitting rows are like so farrrr back! Free standing tickets have the best views!

Meeting on Thurs with silaopa, Qiqi<3 and shaoting. Haven't seen shaoting in like, 3 years? Oh well, they'll be watching Fan-4 while I go meet them up after the movie. Gotta pass silaopa her course's stuffs. Really hopes she goes back to school.

Anyhow, qiiii! I know you can pass the next test! Just need some calming teaaaaa. I have the confidence in youuuu!

Okays, back to projects. 2 days to my Case assignment, 3 days to my current event proposal and presentation! Power to me?

2007-07-05T18:32:00.001+08:00

Qiqi<3 is going for her TP driving test tomorrow. She asked me to bless her, and I blessed her with a not-so-strict tester, and a good route, and oh, veryVERY good traffic conditions! May all the drivers who cross her path illegally suffer a mountain of traffic summons.

Hiehiehie, now you'll have to pass, cos I blessed you with so much luck, and yes, you have to drive me. You don't EVER want to sit in my car though =/

Oh, the irritating "force" is here again. @!#$%^&* and its my midterm tomorrow. HOW TO STUDYYYYY??! TELL MEHHHHH =(((((

School's been a boring path, and I need to get back on social life. -Sulks. Gotta meet silaopa soon, but all she does is work and go home maple. Rawrrr, must force her go out again. Lalalalala, silaopa is almost lvl 15x already. -Faints. I'm only a 5x. LOL!

Qiqi also must go out, and so if you pass driving, must drive me and silaopa out ah? Chopchop book with you.

Oh yah, pongy owes me food. =/

Sleep early

2007-07-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

Gotta stop sleeping lateeeee. My wife said I've got panda bear face =( . Crycry. Projects come and are due every 2 days. Such horror.

A tingly feeling is irritating me. No idea why, and if I go confide in someone about a unknown force is pestering me, I think they'll O_O at me. Weird girl huh? Tsks, it's like hadicapping me from doing my project. Deadline's tomorrow. ARGHHHH!

Anyways, I told my wife that I want our upcoming team project's group's name to be... TRALALA! How cute huh? Tralala!

10 more months to graduation. Must push onnnnnn!

And the irritating feeling is still pestering meeeeee. MAKE IT GO AWAYYYY T_T.

Jay

2007-06-25T20:57:00.000+08:00

Heard over the radio about how a listener sms-ed in saying that old people are usually not good in the service industry.

He claimed that usually if you frequent old cinemas (E.g. Bedok), as compared to those more "atas" class ones, there is one huge difference. The old cinemas employ older staffs, while the latter hires younger ones. Thus so, the listener complained that in such service industry, the old people looks gloomy and glum the whole day, which is a turn off for him.

Well, the DJ jokingly said, it's not the older generation's fault for looking so glum. They can't help it 'cause as they age, their muscle starts to, erm how to say - sag? Oh well, you get the drift, so yah, their face muscle starts to pull downwards, thus explaining the glum smiles.

That occured to me about this particular artiste/singer, who I shall term as "The Mumbler". Seeing his face now is already -_- or =. Rather, I think its more of a =(. So then, imagine 10 years from now when everything starts to sag. I think, its =C. HAHA, using symbols doesn't do justice to how amusing it is. Just use your IMAGINATION!

Told my gf about it and she gave me the - "Do you have something against him cos this is like the only person you ever describe to such a state."
Nahhh, I don't have anything against him. It's just too amusing larhs! Like the whole day his face =(, not tired meh, very cool meh? Sing also like that stony face, do other things also ah?
Then I asked her whether in the movie he drifted cars with that exact stoned face. Answer was: POSTIVE.
HAHAHA, OMG. Imagine running for your life. Will he run with that face? HAHAHA.

When school opens for exam on Wed, shall go tell my wife about it. HAHA. Too amusing and hilarious to be forgotten. BWAHAHAHAHAHA.

Video Mp3

2007-06-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

Bought this. 'Cept, in stylishhhhh and sleek black!

8gigs, darn clear video quality and substantial audio.

Or maybe that's what I have to expect for paying 479bucks for this baby -wayyyyy more than a 30gigs iPod Video.

Buying this way totally tiring, not for me tho, for my hubby =x. She drove to Courts at Bt. Timah, out of stock. Fine, called up IMM Sony Gallary, final piece, so CHOP! Droveeee there, halfway, car broke down. Car key didn't want to be taken out to restart the engine. She had to push a car with me inside to the road side. It was only after pushing it then I recalled we can't pull the car key out 'cept in Park gear. =/ Opps! Sorry! My bad! Restarted car and vroom there!
3 days to exam, and I only attended 1 week of the 2 week module. Shit.

Oh, gf quitting school to join me in my course! Yay! 1 year of same school! Not bad larhhhs, more than I can ever ask for. Can't wait for September intake!

Less of me skipping classes? We'll see! Hahahha =x

Someday

2007-06-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

Ignores the world.

Tired

2007-06-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

Tired, really am.

Just go to sleep.
How to when things are like that?
Just close your eyes and go to sleep?!
I wish it was that easy.
I would if I could.

Forever.

Sorry.

Updates

2007-05-31T00:46:00.000+08:00

To start it off with some happy news, I PASSED MY DRIVING. Isn't that a BEAUTIFUL surprise?

Good riddance to extremely costly lessons. Still, a piece of paper to drive cost me 50 bucks, and together with a triangle, which I could possible cut out of paper, cost me another 10 bucks. Broke like usual again. /sulks

Oh, daddy's mocking at me. Saying how I need a car with long enough boot to put 6 poles in. Whatever for? Well, for parking. =/

Like it isn't bad enough when even your own dad laughs at his own daughter's driving.

On a serious note, its 5 days to exam. How uncool is that. I just started school like almost 2 weeks ago.

Like, !^%$%^&*

Oh wells, buck up then.

May I add on that my laptop reformatted and oh dear, I have no Microsoft Office now. Thank god for no projects.

Anyhows, something's nudging me, and it's getting kinda irritating. ROARRRRR!

And yes, yours truely owns a TAMAGOCHI! Mine's a little cutie, and she's called JW. Her description says her big beady eyes mesmerizes! How true indeed. I went awwwwwwww over her. Hc's tamagochi a big geeky one. Actually, not geeky, but the description says intelligent and well-read. Therefore, I concluded that he must have been a geek! Little Hc's a geek! After all, I jokingly mentioned once that, geeks are shexy. =x

Shall end off here! LOVES! Oh, happy vesak day? ROFL

School

2007-05-14T01:55:00.000+08:00

School starting in few more days. Driving lessons are down to once per week. Oh wells.

What more can I ask for? Except more holidays that is, and perhaps, maybe, money to fall into my lap.

Besides that, having a gf who loves and pampers me, a entertaining but loving family, and perhaps a trustworthy and reliable social circle, I must say I'm very much contented with life now. That is, when the stress starts kicking in again, and I start dillusioning.

Perhaps, by then, I would have fallen back into my emo-state again. Maybe a little more, due to the change and adaption of a new timetable. What am I saying?

Well, 2 weeks of intensive lessons (0939-1700 hrs) of a single subject before heading for exam is a little over the head for me. As compared to 3 months of staggered lesson timings for 4/5 subjects before having my exams.

Well, we'll see how much I can cope then. Till then, I have my gf to whine to and submerge into her snuggles, my family to turn to, and my friends to talk to.

I love.

Chances

2007-05-05T12:23:00.000+08:00

Holidays and I'm panicking over, not exam, but DRIVING. Oh god, its like school all over again.

Pinky and the Brain

2007-05-04T04:43:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iJPFSNu_QNs

NARF!

Hell, I missed that.

Yay

2007-04-28T16:41:00.000+08:00

Enjoying my time with <3! Okay, 4th month in a row, broke again. Spending 150 bucks on laptop, 200 bucks on my allowance, and yes, a whopping 260 bucks on dearest mommy. Bought her a blue sapphire pendant. ^^ Daddy said nice. =D

I can't stand it

2007-04-26T02:25:00.000+08:00

FUCKKKK. I can't stand not having new songs to accompany me on long bus rides. I can't stand seeing the stupid blue creative at my gf's house. I can't stand seeing the stupid lime green creative in my drawer. I can't stand being broke. I can't stand not being able to buy the http://store.apple.com/1-800-MY-APPLE/WebObjects/AppleStore.woa/wa/RSLID?mco=69C595DB&nplm=MA664LL/A until like 2 months or perhaps, 5 months later.

I WANT TO WORK. EMPLOY ME.

Holiday!

2007-04-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

Holiday todayyyy! Actually for the past 6 days it was, except that I have an online exam due tomorrow. Drats. Went for driving today and met boonie on the way!

Had a previous lessons ago instructor, equally chatty and funny! He was telling me about his venus plant, until I kinda lost concentration trying to make out a reply and, opps! Down goes a pole. Nyahahha, but it was accidental hor!

Anyways, after driving, me and boonie went to circle around the WHOLE of ubi driving centre to find silly beanie's so called test room, but to no avail. After 5 sec of boonie's departure, she came up. Yadayada, and result, she passed! Yay! Silly beanie baby can LEGALLY drive already. No more sneaking thru PIE, its LEGAL!

Oh wells, mine's like in 1 month or so. Would fail =/ Don't ask me why. Just sit in my car and you'll know why.

Slept in the airport for a brief period on silly beanie's lap. Blissful sleep ya? I likeeee. Oh wells, but she had a hard time balancing me on a chair so I wouldn't fall, and ended up with a sore neck. =( Apologies!

Oh wells, time to pull a overnighter, with lots of ice-cream and milo for my exam. There goes my sleep for the next 24 hours.

Ciao!

New Gadgets

2007-04-07T13:40:00.000+08:00

When your creative dies on you on a long journey ride, the only thing you could do is:

/plays scenerio

- glares at it
- starts to slam with both plams
- smacks and starts to strangle it with my bare hands
- dumps it into bag
- thinks of ways to physco my dad into buying a new player for me

http://store.apple.com/1-800-MY-APPLE/WebObjects/AppleStore.woa/wa/RSLID?mco=69C595DB&nplm=MA664LL%2FA

Till then, that's the one I'm gonna go put a teary face on for my dad. Anyhows, when I do get it, guess the first video I'll put on it for everyone to see.

HAPPY TREE FRIENDS!

OMG, can you beilieve it?! THEY FUCKING DO HAVE IT ON PODCASTS! HOW AMAZING! COOLIOS! Haha, oh man, I'm like a little kiddo girl now eh? Oh wells, let's face it, everyone have a kid side. So do I! So yeh!

Oh, but now, no happy face just yet. TEARY FACE. Oh, please don't meet me for another perhaps, 3 months or even longer. After all, when one grows up, the process of getting a new gadget is harder. No longer is the process 1 month, but times it by perhaps, 6 months.

Till then, PLEASE DADDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

Busy

2007-03-25T02:53:00.000+08:00

I hate projects.

I have a bad feeling about my projects.

FUCK.

Stayover

2007-03-20T02:26:00.000+08:00

For 4 days and 3 nights, she made me feel loved.
For 4 days and 3 nights, I felt really lucky to be beside her.

Thanks for coming into my life. Thanks for making me feel like there's someone worth being happy for.

<3 you.

Sleepover

2007-03-15T02:51:00.000+08:00

2 word, "can't wait".

Perhaps, 3 word, "i'm loving it".

Nice Day

2007-03-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

1 word. Thanks. Appreciate it. Really. I do. From the bottom of my heart. <3

Back then

2007-03-11T16:00:00.000+08:00

I'm like thinking about my past all of a sudden. Am I dying?

a nice person

2007-03-10T03:28:00.000+08:00

I tried being a nice person today...

but guess what?

It suck being one.

Either I'm pleasing the other party the wrong way,

or just that,

the whole idea of being nice is acually screwed up.

That is,

nice people do not get what they are supposed to deserve.

It's difficult being one,

but at least I did try my best at being one.

No complaints during the whole process,

perhaps just the resentment of the ending.

Nope, serious.

I had no complaints from head to say-what,

the almost toe of the whole "be a nice person" process.

It was willingness and enjoyment,

until the ending,

which I shal't not divulge further.

After all that I've done,

all I got were...

1) a horrid aftermatch,

2) the post-truma.

I lost hope,

of being a nice person.

A not-so-nice person does achieve better,

like literally,

no joke.

I should give up trying to be one.

Like, really.

Seriously.

Am

2007-03-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

Am, amazed by my own speed of doing assignments. Was done with all in like down to 2 hours, while the rest were just asking me where am I at now. So ya, I handed it up in time, way before the deadline. Don't I deserve a pat? =D

/grins

And now, time to crash. Got a gf to visit tomorrow. <33

Oh, get well soon guan! I got well in 1 day, I'm sure you can do the same too! Take all the care. =D I'd be here if you need someone to whine to.

Back and alive

2007-03-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

Fell sick, vomitted thru the day. Back up again, alive and kicking, doing PROJECTS. Oh man, how much more can life suck. Tell me more about it. ADIOS.

Good luck.

Still waiting

2007-03-02T04:07:00.000+08:00

Still up, and waiting to receive project attachments from all the people. It's bad to be one one in charged of project compilations. Oh wells, someone's gotta do the dirty work, and its me. Could have been sleeping at 2am, but geez, 2 hours later I'm still up and awaiting for the precious file. Shoot me awake.

Forgo

2007-03-02T03:26:00.000+08:00

No sleep tonight. At All. Period.
I hate Projects. Like Totally. Period.
I think I'm falling sick. Goosebumps risings for no reason. Period.
I need sleep badly. Period. Period.

PERIOD.

Reality

2007-03-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

"do you feel like a man when you push her around; do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?"

Somehow, that's how life's treating me now.

Dunks

2007-02-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

New Arrivals. New Arrival Dunks. New Arrival Nike Dunks. New Arrival Nike Lime Green Dunks. New Arrival Nike Glow-in -the-dark Lime Green Dunks.

$90.
Minus.
28%.
Equals.
$59.

Killer price for a eye candy shoe. How can I not go mad and buy it on impulse! =D All thanks to Andrew's staff discount! Fuck, I love discount, I love shopping on impulse. I just dont like seeing the minus value on my bank statement. Fuck-aaaaaaa!

But any-oh-how, I got my "go gaga, heads-over-heals" lime green dunks. Besides the heartache of $ flying away, nothing else matters! And oh, thank god, no rather, thank Andrew for it. Or else, I would have forked out an extra 30 bucks for it. Coolios!

I HAVE GLOWING FEETS! HAPPY GLOWING FEETS! =D

/double grins! =DD

Happy Cheena NY

2007-02-17T16:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHEENA NEW YEAR LA. NOW GIMME ANGPOW. GAMXIA. =D

/grins

Snuggles

2007-02-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

I love snuggles. I *heartheart* the person whom heartbeat I fall alseep to.

2007-02-11T03:43:00.000+08:00

Pongy asked me to link him up, in return I get like shark's fin, abalone, bird's nest, crabs and whatever delicacy that I crave for at any point of the day, at any moment, with delivery included. So, all please rush over to http://pongy.soulz.org. With a single traffic to there, it would like feed a poor, hungry, emo girl. -Pleds.

/Runs!

Soon

2007-02-11T03:28:00.000+08:00

Tests and projects are creeping up to me. Driving taking up another slot in my ever so busy-but-then-again-I'm-like-free life. Did I just make sense or not. I think I never do make sense. Oh wells, then again, it's me that we're talking about, so ya, carmen NEVER makes sense.

Ahh fuck. I just watched like 2 ghost shows back to back. Ought to stop scaring myself like that, but when the days just sucks and fucks you upside down, left right, then I guess pretty much nothing can bother you anymore. Somehow, this scaring effect is gonna take a toll of me. I swear I'm gonna like die of some heart attack someday soon. Either that, or that the scare becomes numb. Jolt me awake from my insanity pls.

Oh ya, HI PONGY. I know you're here. Sneaky fellow. Stop forgetting the URL. Ought to be shot.

Emo night, oh wells, I guess tomorrow would be pretty much the same. To respond or not? Shall sleep over it, BUT not before I am like halfdone with my project. Space question. I hate space la, I don't know what to write about it. Fuckers.

Happy!

2007-02-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

I have a grin stretching from cheek to cheek. HAPPY!

Oh, should I mention that Business Law isn't the surprise of the semester. Rather, Accounting is the surprise. I got A for it. Oh man. JoyJoyJoy.

Happy even more cause someone came down to meet me instead of gaming at home! Love you for that!

Happy cause we had a ball of time eating nice food! Love you even more for that!

Happy cause I went home and had a fucking time laughing with, or maybe at, Gradius. FAT CLAM!

OH MAN! Loving this day, oh wells, past midnight.

On a happier note, so looking forward to Thursday! =D Slacking and snuggling, and oh, my 1st pratical driving! Hope I don't crash. BUT, even if I do, no laughing allowed. Hitler's style!

Nice

2007-02-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

You'd know its cool when you thought, or maybe you actually did, SCREW up in your FINAL examination for BUSINESS LAW, and yet still manage to scrape it through. It's even cooler, rather, UBER COOL when you not only manage to do the 1st stunt, but also perform a double turn and score a FREAKALICIOUS B. I repeat, a B. YAY! Not bad for a last miniute revision of 1 hour, not to mention skipping the all-so-important revision class lesson for some lovey-dovey time! HAHA.

Fuck Business Communication, dumb teacher gave me a YUCKY C just cause I was a darn BIG distraction in class, for my presence for a total of say what, less than half a lesson, not counting making a hellva din when I'm like 2 hours late for class and also the refusal to do her ought to be thrown into the bin assignments. Oh wells, who needs it when I've got Law! Rock eh?

Oh wells, 2 subjects results down, 2 more to go. Management and Accountings. -Clasps hands together and PRAYS really HARD. Pray for me, will ya? =D